Thursday, September 18, 2008
i think i'm sinking into depression..
i am tearing at everything, everywhere..
i HATE THIS EMOTIONAL STATE OF MYSELF!!
i NEED TO PULL MYSELF OUT OF THIS!!
i miss the cheery me..
i miss the nonsense me..
i miss the happy me..
what is happening to me??
can somebody tell me why life seems so miserable suddenly..
is it really because of the job??
i really dont know...
piecing me life together now seems like i'm standing in the centre of nowhere..
AIMLESSLY!!
ARGHZ!!!! What happened!!
it feels like a birthday that i totally have no mood to celebrate..
this is so not ME!!
can someone think so something to pull me back to think positively.. PLEASE..
God, i haven been a good girl..i haven been faithful and devoted..i pray that u will help me get back to you..and help me put everything into ur hands.. and out of my mind..i pray for u to gather pple to 'save' me..i need ur blessings father.. ur mercy over me..in the most wonderful name of jesus..amen.
your princess.Y12:04 AM