Wednesday, September 10, 2008
FAN!!!
i feel like i'm going to breakdown..
i'm lost in direction and all i get is the question keep getting push back to me..
all i need is support that i can feel at least..
i know dear has been supportive..
and others have been asking me to think through it first..
but when i turn to mum to ask for a definite answer, she keep pushing it back to me..
and giving me the u want to quit then quit lor kind of answer..
what kind of support is that??
i dont feel any bit of support from there at all..
i was thinking.. is it me or the job or the pple..
am i being too complacent??? am i being too spoilt??
am i too princess?? am i too this am i too that??
wat am i good for?? wat is my purpose in life??
am i not the cut to work for others??
i really don know.. can anyone give me an answer??
i feel so tired mentally.. i feel like just hiding in a corner and cry my heart out..
i feel like just leaving everything behind and go into hiding..
i don want to face reality any longer..
your princess.Y9:48 AM