Monday, July 7, 2008
totally dont feel happy today..
i seems like i woke up the wrong side of bed or something..
things started fine actually..
but when i started work, i feel so damn sleepy..
it's like can die lah.. totally ought to be slap..
then almost miss my meeting time..
then again damn sleepy in the meeting..
then had to rush for circulation..
almost sprain my ankle.. sickening day..
then went for lunch.. already feeling damn whiny..
to make things worse..
mum just simply has to add on it..
apparently, uncle called to talk to my mum abt him..
and asked y are we so close when i only know him for such a short time..
then i think the only thing i can smile abt is that uncle said that he looks like a decent guy..
what upsets me the most is that joanna commented on him..
and how and who is she to say that he is not being himself..
it is like seriously what the hell made her say that..
how much does she knows him..
i rather go with my feelings and just believe how i feel and what i see..
no one else can be a better judge compare to the one experiencing it..
though love is blind but it's the process that's sweet..
and who doesn't want a happy ending like all fairytale..
it's actually such a small thing.. but i think i really already not in a good mood..
it really made my day bad..
smiles gone.. and full of thoughts..
i dont understand y pple cant stand in our position to look at our relationship??
y cant we just try and make things work??
who knows.. things may really work..
i'm trying so hard to think positive..
i need pple now to stand with me and not pour cold water..
u have definitely caught me in your arms..
your princess.Y11:55 PM
