Saturday, July 5, 2008
time for a closure of all my past..
it is time i move on from my past into a new me..
not changing myself physical but mentally and emotionally..
gone are the hurt and pain..
leaving them all behind, i feel so much less burden..
and happiness found its way to me..
life is really so unpredictable..
at a point of time that i least expect to get myself in a relationship,
i am now.. living in happiness..
everything seems to be moving so fast that i too never expect it to be..
have been on the job for slightly more than a month,
and i think i'm enjoying my job so far..
it was so dramatic that we seems like we were going on screen..
knowing him as a trainee at work, i just thought he's quite cute..
but to me, he is just maybe an eye candy..
my colleagues on the other hand has been teasing about us and rumouring that we are going out..
it was nothing of that sort though..
then came the day that we went out for a movie casually and we was like shen shen mi mi..
hahaha.. kinda to avoid more talks.. but people still continued..
as tongue wags, we went for our second movie and his eyes kinda caught mine..
hahahaha.. then things started to be a little different..
little things here and there..
then i went on unpaid leave for the course,
things kinda was brought to a higher level..
we were msging kinda non-stop..
i bursted my limited for sure.. hahaha.
then there was dinner at his place.. he cooked!!
hahahaha..
then drinking session that kinda really made things obvious..
hahahaha.. all thanks to vic and elson..
but he was so sweet lah..
he was leaving on a flight at 8+ to penang and he stayed with me till 5am!!
then when he was there he called back to check on me rather regularly..
and i thought it was really really sweet..
when he came back,
we had dinner after work on tues and he sent me home.. was kinda surprise though..
but it made us even closer..
then came wed..
he said he will entertain me until i tired then he leave..
we talked things out at my place that night..
no having an answer then he left at 1+am..
i really couldn't sleep..
then i msg him to ask if he would rather we not talked..
then he said he already had intentions to do the previous night..
then he used my words on me.. 'If we dont try we wont know'
so lets try US.. that was 3rd July 2008..
2 days had passed and i'm really comfortable with him..
its was as though i'm with him for years..
you wont believe it..
finally, happiness is found in me again!!
your princess.Y3:05 AM
